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30?
2003-12-26 | 1:12 a.m.
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Christmas is barely behind me and I am already onto stressing about the new year. Classes, exams, time enough to..., money enough to... I wish I could just give myself a break. My brain spins and spins and new things to worry over plague me with each rotation. The weight on my shoulders is so great and heavy I'm not sure how I manage to stay upright sometimes. It is days like today, days that are just perfect where nothing has gone wrong but I still end up in a corner in my mind, breathless and cowering from the stressful enormity of it all that I wonder if 30 is in my future.




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